53.

It's Christmas Eve
And you barely blink.
We've reciprocated for so long
That the time has finally been and gone.
I hold true
My feelings of you.
There's no need for me to lie.
I thought for my life you were my alibi.

But your with him and
There's nothing more to think
I'm all alone whilst your with him.
I'll sit around waiting
Wondering what you may feel
I sit here in wonder... Is this love real?

Everyone says it so
Yet others tell me to leave and go.
Torquay, Prague, Amsterdam, Weymouth Dublin and Edinburgh
Are all places that we've lived and loved.
Yet I still wait
In the shadows unabaited
Feeling so much tempted
I tingle at your love's mercy; seemingly unrestrained.

But your with him and
There's nothing more to think
I'm all alone whilst your with him.
I'll sit around waiting
Wondering what you may feel
I sit here in wonder... Is this love real?

Is this over
After 9 long years?
I hope to think not
Despite all the tears.
You still converse with me,
Behind the back of he
Yet at the same time you seem to show affection
That's seemingly aimed in my direction...